Well--I got some bad news today---my girlfriends been having a hard time dealing with my problem and looks like she's ditching me. At least she wants to "talk about things" It's my fault---I been trying to get surgery and get some kind of "drug" related help. And she's trying to get her kids back to school,, plus we had to go on this goddamn worlds longest yard sale which I fucking HATE. Then Ii started on lorazepam which makes me like a blackout drunk. Cannot remember anything.So she's pissed about all that.And it looks like my surgery ect is on hold till I find a place to live ect.
Well--maybe qwe can work things out--she did say "talk" not "'get out"
I'll keep you posted-------------Ronin