microsurgery
Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2004 2:20 am
I'm seein' a Doc soon and his deal is microsurg, rehab ect. I'm lookin' into this DREZ thing and I'm worried cuz I have a feeling this guy's gonna want to do something. Don't know what, but he's a cutter and he's gonna want to cut something. I hope and pray he can relieve this pain to ANY extent, but I've been thru so many "cures" over these 11 years I'm about cured to death.To have a night where I sleep more than 2 hours without waking up--do you know what I'd give for just THAT? Just to be able to get 5 or 6 hours of real sleep!!!! DRUG FREE. I haven't slept in 11 years. Really. It sounds like the beginning of a science fiction story. Well. DREZ. whatever. I'm a little worried. I'm a lot worried. What if he can't do anything? I can't live another 11 with that. There's no way. Better break out a 55 gallon drum of thorazine cuz I'd snap. I can't live another decade like this. This is end game. This guy--Dr. Lourie in Atlanta--he's supposed to be good I guess. I hope he is. I really hope he is. I've been doing great the last couple three months but we all know what happens. The longer the 'good spells' the more horrible the 'episodes' of pain. Just wish me luck with this guy, this Dr. Lourie. I hope he's got a good sharp knife and a plan.--------Ronin