Amazing to me
Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2004 7:38 am
I can not believe this is here. I have read so much here, and am still in shock. I am not the only one. I have never met someone who knew what Erb's Palsy was, let alone had it. Even my Drs have been pretty clueless. Nurses rudely asking why they can't take my blood presure in my left arm. Being told there was nothing that could be done. Even PT saying this.
I was relatively small compaired to most of what I am reading...9 lbs 6 oz (my son weighed the same). My shoulder did not get caught but when I dropped into the birth canal, I was coming out shoulder first. My mother was dying, and so the Dr clamped down on my shoulder and yanked. Killed me. The nurses tried for some time to revive me. Then all gave up, but one nurse. Thank God for her.
I was black and blue. Mom rejected me at first because I looked so bad. My arm completly limp. The Drs told her not to do anything to my arm it would heal itself. She thought they were crazy. Her step father had had a stroke, and so she started some of the exercises he was suppose to do on me. Thank God for that too.
It is amazing to me the things in school that happened, that I now relize were descrimination. Lower PE grades cause I couldn't do things....poor grades in typing class, cause I was so slow. Let alone hearing how I wasn't trying hard enough. No one listened when I told them how bad it would hurt.
I was so ashamed of my arm. I learned to hide it very well.
I have pretty good use of my hand and fingers. I can not rotate it out, but it is good. The slight bend in the elbow. But lately my shoulder ROM has greatly decreased. I am guessing I can lift it 25 degrees or so or less.
My entire left side of my torso is sagging. I just saw my FP Dr this last Tuesday...he once again told me there is nothing to do. I cried. Then I started looking online...I thought there has to be something. And then I found this site (amongst others) I discovered there are Drs whose specialty is BPI. Right up in Houston!!! (about a 30 min drive north of us!) I called my insurance company, they have given me a Dr on plan whom I am trying to get with. A Dr Bruce Ehni. I have been calling and leaving messages with his co-ordinator (W, TH, and F) But she has yet to call me back.
To have someone listen to me, believe me, and know how to help would be a miricle!!!
I was relatively small compaired to most of what I am reading...9 lbs 6 oz (my son weighed the same). My shoulder did not get caught but when I dropped into the birth canal, I was coming out shoulder first. My mother was dying, and so the Dr clamped down on my shoulder and yanked. Killed me. The nurses tried for some time to revive me. Then all gave up, but one nurse. Thank God for her.
I was black and blue. Mom rejected me at first because I looked so bad. My arm completly limp. The Drs told her not to do anything to my arm it would heal itself. She thought they were crazy. Her step father had had a stroke, and so she started some of the exercises he was suppose to do on me. Thank God for that too.
It is amazing to me the things in school that happened, that I now relize were descrimination. Lower PE grades cause I couldn't do things....poor grades in typing class, cause I was so slow. Let alone hearing how I wasn't trying hard enough. No one listened when I told them how bad it would hurt.
I was so ashamed of my arm. I learned to hide it very well.
I have pretty good use of my hand and fingers. I can not rotate it out, but it is good. The slight bend in the elbow. But lately my shoulder ROM has greatly decreased. I am guessing I can lift it 25 degrees or so or less.
My entire left side of my torso is sagging. I just saw my FP Dr this last Tuesday...he once again told me there is nothing to do. I cried. Then I started looking online...I thought there has to be something. And then I found this site (amongst others) I discovered there are Drs whose specialty is BPI. Right up in Houston!!! (about a 30 min drive north of us!) I called my insurance company, they have given me a Dr on plan whom I am trying to get with. A Dr Bruce Ehni. I have been calling and leaving messages with his co-ordinator (W, TH, and F) But she has yet to call me back.
To have someone listen to me, believe me, and know how to help would be a miricle!!!