Thanks so much for your responses! Wazza, So glad to hear you got a bit better. Any improvement is good, social awkwardness can be... well, awkward. May have to pass your story on to my docs to show them that we may be just a few, but not everything shows up on EMGs.
I seem to have a lot in common with you, Wazza. I have had 9 EMG/NSC since feb 2008- almost indifferent to them now! haha Some have shown minor deals here and there but overall nothing too far from normal and yet present with pretty severe symptoms.
A bit of a background on my injury, since I have been on here but haven't really shared my story. This all started after a car accident in 2008 (nearing 3 years, (2yrs 8months), in which I was rear-ended. This has led a good number of doctors to tell me it's a psychological. This in fact may be the most 'loss-for-words' moment for me. As someone recently asked what's it feel like to be told that, my response was " it is certainly frustrating, but I feel that those who tell me that don't know where I have been, where I'm at, or where I am going-- so if they want to make a judgment call as such because they don't know, then I guess I will just have to take it and move on." I find it to be an understandable question to ask but not a reasonable attribution or diagnosis.
One downfall is also that my arm has actually gotten worse in the last few years rather than better. My arm now sits incredibly internally rotated, sticks out and shoulder is far forward. So "faults" are immediately noticed.
I have some use of my hand, but with very little strength. 0 active motion in the shoulder and elbow. I can't pronate or supinate the forearm. In Nov 2009 I had my ulnar nerve transposed- I had severe clawing of my ring and pinky fingers w/no movement, they are not normal but significantly better then they were at that point. The bazaar thing about that is until the EMG right before surgery, nothing showed wrong, then it showed some minor slowing and we said it can't stay this way so lets go ahead and do the surgery. When my surgeon got in there he said it should have shown on the EMG a lot sooner and a lot more, my nerve was moderately compressed in two areas around the elbow and had some scar tissue. I guess some things just can't quite yet be given an explanation, nor can they be looked at as simply as black and white.
I am blessed to be able to say that I have found peace in my life and embrace the new perspective that has been given to, as well as just happy to be around which I guess is a big part of what keeps me going and living my life as "normally" as possible. Thankfully haven't come down.
Though we all know the ramifications including the typically unnoticed, and pain that come with this. Personally, I am very sensitive to medication so I reached a point where I said I will simply find a way to put up with it (ice packs, heating pads, tens unit). So that's my overview. Not sure what's in store for me in the near future. I pray to God for to show me the way for He has a plan for my life bigger than my own.
Your story Wazza, has given me some more hope and good insight, as well as the other inspiring stories other of you have posted previously. So thank you all
. Many blessings to all and a reminder to keep on keeping on
!! <3
Wazza I do have a few a questions for you, if you don't mind.
-Would you be inclined to say that your operation had an influence in you getting better?
-When you say 50% better, can I reason that you have control of your arm enough to bend you elbow and say lift your should maybe 90 degrees and keep it unnoticed at your side, ect?
-With the negative EMGs, were you still considered as having a TBPI?
Thanks again! If any of you have any more insights please post them!