Re: Topamax Side effects!!!
Posted: Thu Apr 08, 2004 2:51 pm
I was looking for side effects of topamax, when I ran across this board, and have been reading every post on this topic and just wanted to add my two cents ( and believe me, this is about all I have left at this point)
I started topamax in November 2003, 25 mg, and increasing by 25mg weekly til I reached 200 mg,daily which was to be taken at night. (as of 2 weeks ago, I have increased to 200 mg twice a day)
The very first night I took it,( the first dose of 25mg) i had a horrible itching sensation all over my body, even on my head and the bottom of my feet, but I dismissed it, because I also suffer from allergies.
After the second night, I awoke the next morning with my eyes swollen shut, (this probably should have told me something) but i still dismissed it as allergies, I am allergic to about everything, soaps, washing powders, fragrances, pet dander, dust, pollen, you get the picture, so it is hard to pinpoint what was really causing the flare ups.
Since November, I have thought I was losing my mind, I have noticed that I am more forgetful, which has steadily gotten worse and worse over time ( to the point I have to repeatly remind myself when driving more than 20 miles away from home, where I am going, so I dont forget, which in turn causes panic attacks) also, I am in school, and having a difficult time in math, even though i come home and do the homework and have no problem with the new material taught and learned that day, (however, when it comes time to study for a test, its like looking at a foreign language, like i have never seen it before) but this seems to be more significant in things that require a step by step process of thought. Also, Mental confusion, I easily forget things, and must be reminded, even sometimes having to write down what time I put things in the oven, so as I know what time I put it in, so I know how long it cooked, ( i know that sounds crazy, but if you experience the mental confusion, as i do, you know full well what I mean)
I was having difficultly with my legs and arms going numb and falling down, before the medication, but as of sunday nite, while in walmart, with about every 5 steps, 3 out of those 5, my knees would give, (legs would buckle), and i thought to myself, if i were watching someone else, doing that, i would think they had been drinking. I have oscillations (rocking back and forth movements, mostly mine are when standing still) I have to hold on to the wall when on the elevator or I will fall, When i wash my hair in the shower, i have to hold on to the wall, with one hand to maintain my balance, granted, I had some degree of these symptoms prior to this medication, but since beginning the medication, they have progressed at a very rapid pace that it actually terrifies me that I will not be able to care for my family and may lose my mind, end up in a home or even worse, die.
I have also recently noticed eye jerks or tremors, usually only lasting a few minutes or so, but one day, lasting most of the day.
sexual desire? what is that? I no longer care if my husband is in the same room with me, much less if he touches me.
So i started thinking, it had to be the topamax, that is the only thing that i have been doing differently, and i quit taking it 2 days ago and i already feel like a cloud has disappeared from around my head, it may not stay gone, because after reading here and other places, i got worried about not taking it, and stopping it cold turkey and went ahead and took 1, and figured i would taper myself down from 2, 200 mg per day, to 1 200 mg a day for this week, then next week, when i see my doctor on tuesday, discuss, breaking the 200 mg in half, so i am only taking 100mg (hopefully that will work) I hope all is not lost and i will regain what i have lost, i hate to think, i have to live the rest of my life this way, even if i dont continue the medication.
I know this is a pretty long post, and i still know there is so much more that i am forgetting, and later, it will hit me, but if anyone would like to talk with me, feel free to email me, I sometimes dont check my emails as often as I would like, but i do check them. I guess i should mention that i am taking topamax as an aid for pain relief, i suffer from sensory motor polyneuropathy, and osteoarthritis, and yes i have lost about 18 pounds since december (november nothing came off) the weight loss part was an added benefit, but i would rather have kept the weight, and my sanity, peace of mind, and happiness, and just have lost the pain that the topamax was supposed to have helped....I have noticed a change in the taste of any foods or carbonated drinks, although the neurologist did mention that carbonated drinks woulds start to have a metal like taste to them.......thanks for letting me vent on your site, take care, good luck, and God Bless you all.....christy
I started topamax in November 2003, 25 mg, and increasing by 25mg weekly til I reached 200 mg,daily which was to be taken at night. (as of 2 weeks ago, I have increased to 200 mg twice a day)
The very first night I took it,( the first dose of 25mg) i had a horrible itching sensation all over my body, even on my head and the bottom of my feet, but I dismissed it, because I also suffer from allergies.
After the second night, I awoke the next morning with my eyes swollen shut, (this probably should have told me something) but i still dismissed it as allergies, I am allergic to about everything, soaps, washing powders, fragrances, pet dander, dust, pollen, you get the picture, so it is hard to pinpoint what was really causing the flare ups.
Since November, I have thought I was losing my mind, I have noticed that I am more forgetful, which has steadily gotten worse and worse over time ( to the point I have to repeatly remind myself when driving more than 20 miles away from home, where I am going, so I dont forget, which in turn causes panic attacks) also, I am in school, and having a difficult time in math, even though i come home and do the homework and have no problem with the new material taught and learned that day, (however, when it comes time to study for a test, its like looking at a foreign language, like i have never seen it before) but this seems to be more significant in things that require a step by step process of thought. Also, Mental confusion, I easily forget things, and must be reminded, even sometimes having to write down what time I put things in the oven, so as I know what time I put it in, so I know how long it cooked, ( i know that sounds crazy, but if you experience the mental confusion, as i do, you know full well what I mean)
I was having difficultly with my legs and arms going numb and falling down, before the medication, but as of sunday nite, while in walmart, with about every 5 steps, 3 out of those 5, my knees would give, (legs would buckle), and i thought to myself, if i were watching someone else, doing that, i would think they had been drinking. I have oscillations (rocking back and forth movements, mostly mine are when standing still) I have to hold on to the wall when on the elevator or I will fall, When i wash my hair in the shower, i have to hold on to the wall, with one hand to maintain my balance, granted, I had some degree of these symptoms prior to this medication, but since beginning the medication, they have progressed at a very rapid pace that it actually terrifies me that I will not be able to care for my family and may lose my mind, end up in a home or even worse, die.
I have also recently noticed eye jerks or tremors, usually only lasting a few minutes or so, but one day, lasting most of the day.
sexual desire? what is that? I no longer care if my husband is in the same room with me, much less if he touches me.
So i started thinking, it had to be the topamax, that is the only thing that i have been doing differently, and i quit taking it 2 days ago and i already feel like a cloud has disappeared from around my head, it may not stay gone, because after reading here and other places, i got worried about not taking it, and stopping it cold turkey and went ahead and took 1, and figured i would taper myself down from 2, 200 mg per day, to 1 200 mg a day for this week, then next week, when i see my doctor on tuesday, discuss, breaking the 200 mg in half, so i am only taking 100mg (hopefully that will work) I hope all is not lost and i will regain what i have lost, i hate to think, i have to live the rest of my life this way, even if i dont continue the medication.
I know this is a pretty long post, and i still know there is so much more that i am forgetting, and later, it will hit me, but if anyone would like to talk with me, feel free to email me, I sometimes dont check my emails as often as I would like, but i do check them. I guess i should mention that i am taking topamax as an aid for pain relief, i suffer from sensory motor polyneuropathy, and osteoarthritis, and yes i have lost about 18 pounds since december (november nothing came off) the weight loss part was an added benefit, but i would rather have kept the weight, and my sanity, peace of mind, and happiness, and just have lost the pain that the topamax was supposed to have helped....I have noticed a change in the taste of any foods or carbonated drinks, although the neurologist did mention that carbonated drinks woulds start to have a metal like taste to them.......thanks for letting me vent on your site, take care, good luck, and God Bless you all.....christy