Sometimes you feel like you do everything right and why do bad things happen to me. I feel blessed, we have 4 children. My 2nd child was born with a LOBPI. My first and second child were only 11 months apart. I thought how could this happen to me. We waited a long time to have any more children. We have a 10 year old girl, 9 year old boy, 5 year old boy and a 2 year old girl.
I guess I am just rattling. I hope everything works out for you. They say God only gives you what he knows you can handle. You must be a strong person. Good Luck.