Zak is 1 year old!!!!!!!!!!!

[admin]

I am writing early on monday morning. I just looked in on my birthday boy. I cannot believe its been a year. I find myself trying to catch my breath here. So many emotions come my way, and yet I thank God for this year I had with Zachary. THings could've turned out differently, he would not be here if another doc did not step in. I think of him this day. I am happy, yet I am sad. Zachary cried today because he wanted to play with a car with Jake and he could not move his arm. He tried so hard. I wonder lots of things especially if the other doctor thinks of him at all? I have so much to say, but cannot, I am not even suppose to be here. Today is my son's birthday, I will help him blow out his candle, my wish is for him-is to have a happy year without pain and the longing to use his arm, and not cry about it. He is my heart.

[njbirk]

Happy birthday to Zak!
I hope you both have a wonderful day.
Focus on the positive. Celebrate what he can do and rejoice in that.

Nancy

[SarahB]

Happy Birthday Zak, wishing you a wonderful day filled with lots of love and laughter!

[Pauline]

Happy birthday Zak.
The first is bitter-sweet, they get easier.

try not to let the past spoil this special day.

Love Pauline

[admin]

Happy Birthday to Zak!
I hope he has a great day!
~Krista~

[admin]

Happy birthday to zak!!! You will get your wish in time!! In 1951 when I was born there was no choises just have a life, I am not bitter that was then this is now,parents have to many choises!! I belive he will be healded in his life time.You know I am a master diver and I drive a semi.On his birthday I have a wish for you and Zak with all my heart!! Frist If Zak says he cant do somthing,Please tell him you will find things you can do!! There is no maybe here , Just let him Try and hold him when he cant,In boy scouts I did a mile swim one handed and I was team up with a boy who had one leg,We both did it and crawl to shore, I needed to pull him out of the waves with my good arm!! We cryed we smiled we did it !!! You and your child are like me and that boy with one leg!! Thank you for being zaks Mom ,I do Tom