I have my hearing tomorrow. I am so worried about it I have litterally made myself sick. I haven't been able to eat in 2 days and can't sleep. My stomache is a mess and the only way I can manage to get through the days is burying myself in a book.
I have all the info I know to take (including the newest stuff you all have provided me with) and will meet with my lawyer an hour before the hearing. I know part of my mood is the bi-polar too but I just don't know how I'm going to make it through till tomorrow. I also know I'll pick everything apart afterward and make myself equally sick then too. I just want to crawl in a hole till it's all over and done with.
I'm so worried about tomorrow I'm sick
Re: I'm so worried about tomorrow I'm sick
I will keep you in my thoughts tomorrow and be praying for you. try to get some rest you won't do yourself any good if your exhausted. Stay Positive Mare
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brandonsmom
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Re: I'm so worried about tomorrow I'm sick
I will say a prayer for you tonight and be thinking about you tomorrow. I know it will be hard, but you will do fine. That is what you have an attorney for, let them do the worrying !!! Take care...and good luck ! Gayle
Re: I'm so worried about tomorrow I'm sick
All the advice I could have offered you has already been offered. Just know that we in this community are on your side. Please take care of yorself.
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Carolyn J
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- Injury Description, Date, extent, surgical intervention etc: LOBPI. I am 77 yrs old and never had a name for my injuries until 2004 when I found UBPN at age 66.
My injuries are: LOBPI on upper body and Cerebrael Palsy on the lower left extremities. The only intervention I've had is a tendon transplant from my left leg to my left foot to enable flexing t age 24 in 1962. Before that, my foot would freeze without notice on the side when wearing heels AND I always did wear them at work "to fit in" I also stuttered until around age 18-19...just outgrew it...no therapy for it. Also suffered from very very low self esteem; severe Depression and Anxiety attacks started at menopause. I stuffed emotions and over-compensated in every thing I did to "fit in" and be "invisible". My injuries were Never addressed or talked about until age 66. I am a late bloomer!!!!!
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Re: I'm so worried about tomorrow I'm sick
Christina,
I am praying for you today. Be honest and PLEASE be specific about your Depression and Bi-Polar and how it affects your Activities of Daily Living. That's how I orignally qualified for Disability when I had to quit working before age 65, not my BPI...but Depression and OBPI ARE all rapped up together especially when you don't have any support...both have ALOT of physical pain.
((((HUGS)))) and prayers,
Carolyn J
I am praying for you today. Be honest and PLEASE be specific about your Depression and Bi-Polar and how it affects your Activities of Daily Living. That's how I orignally qualified for Disability when I had to quit working before age 65, not my BPI...but Depression and OBPI ARE all rapped up together especially when you don't have any support...both have ALOT of physical pain.
((((HUGS)))) and prayers,
Carolyn J
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