<r>Hey Liz--I didn't get any mail from you and kinda wondered...Well-I had a real bad spell and I was up to 40 mgs of methadone a day w/ No RELIEF.In my experience if 40 doesn't work then 100 won't work. I got really bad.These f-ing Drs...some of them treat me like a f-ing science experiment. They c...

Thank you for your words of hope. I am much better. I got back on a medicine called methadone that helps with the pain but does not make me feel "stoned" Tell your Dad I wish him the best and to be strong-we all need each other to deal with this problem. Your friend -Ronin

Yes I am in fact back on methadone at this time. I saw the best Dr I've ever had experience with all these years and I started back on it. It is almost a miricle drug because it relieves my pain yet I feel "like myself"-i.e. not 'stoned' thankyou-Ronin